i am the priestess whore ov the Gutters

deconstructing; chaos flowers. anarcho-primitivism, thelema & cosmic consciousness. thanateros, tantra, depravity, & transgression. apocalyptic folk punk, industrial, & prison songs. restlessness. blood clots. bataille. butoh. my other blog; eco-shamanic erotica: urbanrosary.tumblr.com

"For I am divided for love's sake, for the chance of union."

Apr 22

Just pray and have faith and everything will be fine? I am tired of praying and having faith and being in pain on and on, still, it is simply exhausting. There is no difference with pain in ignorance, and pain in faith. I have no more strength left to go this way. There is no more strength to go on either way. All life has already left me, and I am filled only with Hell. And I have tried all the ways of getting out of my own way, and I have tried all the ways of being proactive, and I have tried all the ways of surrendering. And every time I try harder or attempt to let go more it is getting worse and worse, and I am done trying. I am done, I give up. Let my body be eaten by the vultures. But I can’t escape, I will be here like this forever. My trials are far, far from over.



Apr 18
“What a fine day! Can’t choose whether to drink tea or to hang myself.” Anton Chekhov (via widdlefox)

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Apr 17


Apr 15

praisethelorde:

f-l-e-u-r-d-e-l-y-s:

 Surreal Images by Patrizia Guerresi Maimouna 

 The project was designed from characters with strong mystical character, originating from Muslim Africa, represented in majestic poses without ever prescidirem an evident sacred connotation.

The size of the characters, based on their own charismatic and cultural grandeur, causes themselves are emptied themselves. The artist uses it for the involvement of the body through a mantle arranged autonomously and sculptural form

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!!!!! this gets me so excited everytime i see it…

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moostache-forever:

Did you ever realize how much your body loves you? I mean its always trying to keep you alive. That’s all your body has to live for. Your body is making sure you breathe while you sleep, stopping cuts from bleeding, fixing broken bones, finding ways to beat the illnesses that might get you. Your body literally loves you so much. It’s time you start loving your body back.

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Apr 11

Shannon Wright - Throw a Blanket Over the Sun


“How quietly we endure all that falls upon us.” Khaled Hosseini, A Thousand Splendid Suns  (via imnotchaste)

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Apr 9

Apr 8
“When you allow someone to impregnate your soul there will never be a distance between you both” Jurne Azubiah (via divineblu)

“Trying to achieve something in the spiritual world is just as foolish as trying to achieve something in the material world. There’s nothing to achieve. There’s only letting go. As we let go, more and more, of ego identifications, desires, and support systems, bliss will arise.” Ayya Khema (via thebigelectron)

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“a wombman is
most powerful
and mystical
when she cycles
with the moon
(moonthly cycle)”
jurne azubiah (via divineblu)

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